What Are You Doing New Year's? (Slash Story V/O)

[lauralynn22.livejournal.com]

Title: What are you doing New Year’s Eve (Chapter 4 of 5)
Author: lauralynn22

Pairing: Viggo/Orlando
Rating: NC-17 overall
Summary: A Lonely New Years Eve
Warnings: Angst, Romance, Erotica
Disclaimer: I don’t own them or know their personal lives, it’s all in my mind
Beta: willowing
A/N: It’s a song, I did not write it. Harry Connick Jr does it best

Dedication: To the Wonderful aflon

 

What were they doing? ‘Falling into old habits,’ Orlando thought.

 

“Making conversation?” he asked hopefully.

 

“We can’t keep doing this Orlando.”

 

“Why?”

 

“It hurts.”

 

Orlando heard the hitch in Viggo’s voice and it broke his heart.

 

“Are you saying we can’t be friends anymore, or talk anymore?”

 

Viggo sighed and contemplated his answer. Orlando always being impatient asked, “Don’t you want me anymore?”

 

“Dammit Orlando! You can’t keep doing this to me. You can’t go for months without talking to me, and then want to go on as if nothing happened.”

 

Silence stretched on between them, neither of them giving in or hanging up.

 

Viggo broke first.

 

“I’ll always want you, Orlando, always.  You fill my dreams as you have always filled my heart.” Viggo’s voice broke on the last word.

 

“I’m sorr...” Orlando started.

 

“Don’t say it.” Viggo warned.

 

“But I have to, I need to.” Orlando was shaking. “I’m sorry, Viggo, for everything. For not being honest with you, for not being there, for all the promises I didn’t keep. But most of all I’m sorry for not being who you wanted me to be.”

 

“I want you to be you. That’s all I’ve ever wanted,” Viggo started to explain.

 

“Do you know who that is? Because I don’t.” Orlando felt both lost and found in Viggo’s words.

 

“I know an Orlando who wouldn’t blow off his friends for a PR opportunity. I know an Orlando who takes chances. I know an Orlando who doesn’t lie to the people that matter in his life, and I know an Orlando who loves with all his heart,” he said, hoping the words would make a difference.

 

Orlando breathed. For the first time in a long time, he breathed. “I want to be that person.”

 

“You can be anyone you want to be. But, YOU have to want it. You can’t keep letting people make decisions for you. You have to decide what matters,” Viggo replied.

 

“If I say that you matter to me, what would you say?” Orlando asked.

 

“Are we back to playing 20 questions?”

 

“No.”

 

"Then I would say I miss you too."

Comments

sniff

[gypsy-wonderer.livejournal.com]

god girl you're making me cry here.
i love this story so much i'm just waiting for the last part
to archive it into my hard drive like all the stories i love.
hope you don't mind me doing this, i archive stories in my hard drive for my eyes only i promise, it is just when i feel a bit blue i go into my compu and re-read this wonderful stories and feel ahppy again.
:)

Re: sniff

[lauralynn22.livejournal.com]

You can archive all you want, I do that too :)

I'm sorry I made you cry, but I'm glad you like the story!

Thank you for commenting, more tomorrow!

[galor5.livejournal.com]

*sob*

I know that they have to, need to break down all the walls & barriers that have been building over the years, but this is killing me!

[lauralynn22.livejournal.com]

Oh, I don't mean to kill you! There is happiness next, I promise :)

[galor5.livejournal.com]

ahhh it's okay... I'm just not an angsty fan, I'm positive you'll make them happy in the end!

btw... I am loving this story! :O)

[teamane.livejournal.com]

Oooooh, so sweet!
Finally Orlando is getting what he's missing in his life: true love, honesty and VIGGO!
^.^

One more to go and a happy ending to read. (I never tired of these fics!)
:D

[lauralynn22.livejournal.com]

Viggo didn't make it easy for him, did he ;)

Some love coming up and maybe an epilog.