Darkness Of The Mind Series 13/?
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vigorliDarkness of the mind series part 13: Setbacks
By: Naurel Greenleaf
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Orli is betrayed by a friend and his life is changed for ever. Will Viggo be able to help bring him back from the brink of self-destruction?
Paring: Orli/Viggo
Warnings: SLASH RAPE!! Loads of violence in the people. This fic is RPS! In no way is this fiction based on truth! It is made up ..un real.. did NOT happen!
Special thanks to my wonderful beta![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
zebraljb! I couldn’t live with out her!
Feedback: Please! I live for feedback with out it I shall perish in the depths of Moria
Disclaimer: I do not own the charters nor the people who portray them ~only if I did own Orlando Bloom and Viggo Mortensen or even Legolas and Aragorn… ~ They belong respectively to themselves and J.R.R. Tolkien. The story line however is my own.
Archiving: If you have a fic site and want it.. take it just tell me where it is going.
Thanks totodd_loves_mc for the wonderful banner!
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Setbacks
Orlando sat on the sofa, arms crossed and a scowl on his face. Viggo and Sean sat on either side of him as they had promised, both looking like statue guards, strong and menacing. “I said no!”
“Mr. Bloom, I understand this will be hard for you but you must do this,” the attorney, Mr. Merrick, pleaded.
“No!”
“If you don’t testify then there is no guarantee that he will be found guilty, you realize that? He could get away Scott free! Do you want that Orlando?” Mr. Merrick pushed.
“Of course not!” Tears fall from his eyes and he wipes at them angrily. “I…I just cannot face them again, I can’t! I’m sorry if it happens to someone else. I will feel guilty for the rest of my life but I cannot go through that.” He looked to Viggo and Sean, “please, please don’t make me go through that,” he begged
Viggo’s heart broke at the sadness and pain radiating from Orli and he pulled him into a hug. Sean heard the broken sobs being cried into Viggo’s shoulder and couldn’t take it. He stood and took Mr. Merrick by the arm, leading him to the door. “I’m sorry but this isn’t working right now. We won’t let you pressure him like this.”
“Do you have any idea how important this is?” the attorney growled.
Sean stiffened and pushed him out the door following behind, “What the fuck would you know about important? You know what is important to us? That young man in there that’s sobbing his heart out and that you have now managed to make feel guilty for every future attack of a man, that’s what is important to us! I know how important putting these bastards away is but I will not allow him to go through this again! Weeks of working with him, of trying to get him to trust again, have been blown to hell by you in a matter of minutes! What good did you think it was going to do to show him photos of when he was found, to show him photos of the crime scene? You fucking traumatized him you bastard and it will not happen again!”
Mr. Merrick held up his hands to try and stop Sean’s tirade. “Please, I know this is an emotionally charged situation and I know that it hurts him to see these things but if he is to go on the stand they are going to be hard on him.”
“He is not going on the stand,” he said, even more firm. “There will be no more talk about it. If he changes his mind we will let you know, otherwise, do what you can without him,” Sean turned and walked back into the house, locking the door behind him.
Viggo looked at Sean from across the room with tears in his eyes. This was not good, Orlando was not ok right now and he didn’t know how to help him. Thinking hard, trying to find anything that he could do he suddenly remembered what Orli had said last night after they made love. Standing, lifting Orli up, legs around his waist like a small child while he still sobbed on his shoulder, he started up the stairs. “Sean, help me.”
Sean followed not quite sure what Viggo was up to but he would help any way he could. Once they got into the bedroom he watched as Viggo laid Orli down on the bed then looked to him, “Strip.”
“What,” Sean asked, shocked at the demand.
“Damn it Bean just do it! We have to calm him down before we lose him completely,” he order as he stripped himself and then started on Orlando. Sean obliged, still not knowing what the hell was going on but willing to try anything to help his friend. Viggo sighed in relief when he looked up to see Sean standing naked. “Lay down beside him,” he ordered as he grabbed something out of the drawer and done the same. He leaned down and kissed Orli’s forehead, “Angel, I need you to trust me. We are going to make you feel safe again but you have to try and relax baby.” Not sure whether or not he got through, he gently turned him to face Sean who instinctively held him close.
Sean kissed Orli’s head and rubbed soft circles on his back. “Shh, love, you’re safe now. You’re not going to have to do anything you don’t want to do, Orlando, and that includes facing them.” He nearly jumped out of his skin when Orlando screeched and grabbed on to his arms hard enough to leave bruises.
“Relax, angel, you have to relax if you want me to make you feel safe,” Viggo urged as he worked his fingers in and out of the very tense body.
“What the fuck are you doing, Viggo? Don’t you bloody think he’s having enough problems?”
“He said it made him feel safe,” he growled and he opened Orli’s body, rougher then he’d like but knowing time was crucial. “Hold him,” he order Sean as he lined his erection up with what he hoped was a well-prepared hole and pushed inside.
Orlando gasped and cried out when he felt someone enter him. It hurt, the incessant pushing burned him deep inside yet something about it was calming to him. He heard voices and he tried hard to focus on what they were saying but they seemed so far away.
Sean stopped yelling at Viggo when Orli stopped struggling and though there were still tears he was no longer sobbing. He watched as Orli tired to battle his way back to them as Viggo whispered over and over again that he was safe now. He gasped when he felt Viggo’s hands pull him flush with Orli’s body causing his erection to flatten and press against the boys thigh. “Put your hands on him Sean, make him feel safe,” Viggo urged. He couldn’t hide his smiled when Sean did just that.
Something inside Orli released and he realized he was safe. Letting his defenses down he gasped when he realized Viggo was inside him and Sean plastered against him. “Uh.”
“Safe,” Viggo smiled. “You’re safe now angel.”
He smiled and pulled Sean into a hug resting his head on his arm, “Safe.”
Sean looked at him, stunned, “You feel safe with us like this? I mean with me here?”
Viggo chuckled and kissed Orli’s shoulder. Orlando smiled and kissed Sean softly. “Would you hurt me?”
“Of course not!”
“Then why wouldn’t I?” He got no answer, “because you’re pressed against me, naked and needy?” Sean blushed forty shades of red. “Maybe my mother was right. Maybe there is something wrong with me because I have never felt so right, so safe and so loved then when I’m with the two of you.”
Sean’s eyes shot to Viggo’s searching for anything, hate, jealousy, rage but what he found was love and acceptance. “You are alright with this?” he asked nervously.
“I invited you here didn’t I?” he asked with a smile. “I feel the same way Orli does Sean. I love both of you and as wrong as that may sound it’s how I feel.”
“No,” Sean shook his head and rolled away from them, sitting on the side of the bed. “I, I’m not good at this. I can’t, I will fuck it up,” he babbled as he ran his hands through his hair. “I’m not even gay,” he said absently earning two roaring laughs from behind him. Turning he asked, “what?”
“So that was your ‘not gay’ hard-on pressed against me?” Orli asked, trying to hide his nervousness about Sean bolting. Reaching his shaky hand out he took Sean’s, “Hey, I wasn’t gay until I met the two of you either and now,” he pushed back carefully causing both he and Viggo to moan, “I have a lover inside me and another I’m trying to convince to be.” He tugged on the hand until Sean relented and lay down beside him again. Careful not to dislodge Viggo he nestled against Sean, laying his head on his chest, “safe now,” he smiled as exhaustion took his body.
By: Naurel Greenleaf
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Orli is betrayed by a friend and his life is changed for ever. Will Viggo be able to help bring him back from the brink of self-destruction?
Paring: Orli/Viggo
Warnings: SLASH RAPE!! Loads of violence in the people. This fic is RPS! In no way is this fiction based on truth! It is made up ..un real.. did NOT happen!
Special thanks to my wonderful beta
zebraljb! I couldn’t live with out her!Feedback: Please! I live for feedback with out it I shall perish in the depths of Moria
Disclaimer: I do not own the charters nor the people who portray them ~only if I did own Orlando Bloom and Viggo Mortensen or even Legolas and Aragorn… ~ They belong respectively to themselves and J.R.R. Tolkien. The story line however is my own.
Archiving: If you have a fic site and want it.. take it just tell me where it is going.
Thanks to
todd_loves_mc for the wonderful banner!thanks to
lartisteaffamee for the other wonderful banner! Setbacks
Orlando sat on the sofa, arms crossed and a scowl on his face. Viggo and Sean sat on either side of him as they had promised, both looking like statue guards, strong and menacing. “I said no!”
“Mr. Bloom, I understand this will be hard for you but you must do this,” the attorney, Mr. Merrick, pleaded.
“No!”
“If you don’t testify then there is no guarantee that he will be found guilty, you realize that? He could get away Scott free! Do you want that Orlando?” Mr. Merrick pushed.
“Of course not!” Tears fall from his eyes and he wipes at them angrily. “I…I just cannot face them again, I can’t! I’m sorry if it happens to someone else. I will feel guilty for the rest of my life but I cannot go through that.” He looked to Viggo and Sean, “please, please don’t make me go through that,” he begged
Viggo’s heart broke at the sadness and pain radiating from Orli and he pulled him into a hug. Sean heard the broken sobs being cried into Viggo’s shoulder and couldn’t take it. He stood and took Mr. Merrick by the arm, leading him to the door. “I’m sorry but this isn’t working right now. We won’t let you pressure him like this.”
“Do you have any idea how important this is?” the attorney growled.
Sean stiffened and pushed him out the door following behind, “What the fuck would you know about important? You know what is important to us? That young man in there that’s sobbing his heart out and that you have now managed to make feel guilty for every future attack of a man, that’s what is important to us! I know how important putting these bastards away is but I will not allow him to go through this again! Weeks of working with him, of trying to get him to trust again, have been blown to hell by you in a matter of minutes! What good did you think it was going to do to show him photos of when he was found, to show him photos of the crime scene? You fucking traumatized him you bastard and it will not happen again!”
Mr. Merrick held up his hands to try and stop Sean’s tirade. “Please, I know this is an emotionally charged situation and I know that it hurts him to see these things but if he is to go on the stand they are going to be hard on him.”
“He is not going on the stand,” he said, even more firm. “There will be no more talk about it. If he changes his mind we will let you know, otherwise, do what you can without him,” Sean turned and walked back into the house, locking the door behind him.
Viggo looked at Sean from across the room with tears in his eyes. This was not good, Orlando was not ok right now and he didn’t know how to help him. Thinking hard, trying to find anything that he could do he suddenly remembered what Orli had said last night after they made love. Standing, lifting Orli up, legs around his waist like a small child while he still sobbed on his shoulder, he started up the stairs. “Sean, help me.”
Sean followed not quite sure what Viggo was up to but he would help any way he could. Once they got into the bedroom he watched as Viggo laid Orli down on the bed then looked to him, “Strip.”
“What,” Sean asked, shocked at the demand.
“Damn it Bean just do it! We have to calm him down before we lose him completely,” he order as he stripped himself and then started on Orlando. Sean obliged, still not knowing what the hell was going on but willing to try anything to help his friend. Viggo sighed in relief when he looked up to see Sean standing naked. “Lay down beside him,” he ordered as he grabbed something out of the drawer and done the same. He leaned down and kissed Orli’s forehead, “Angel, I need you to trust me. We are going to make you feel safe again but you have to try and relax baby.” Not sure whether or not he got through, he gently turned him to face Sean who instinctively held him close.
Sean kissed Orli’s head and rubbed soft circles on his back. “Shh, love, you’re safe now. You’re not going to have to do anything you don’t want to do, Orlando, and that includes facing them.” He nearly jumped out of his skin when Orlando screeched and grabbed on to his arms hard enough to leave bruises.
“Relax, angel, you have to relax if you want me to make you feel safe,” Viggo urged as he worked his fingers in and out of the very tense body.
“What the fuck are you doing, Viggo? Don’t you bloody think he’s having enough problems?”
“He said it made him feel safe,” he growled and he opened Orli’s body, rougher then he’d like but knowing time was crucial. “Hold him,” he order Sean as he lined his erection up with what he hoped was a well-prepared hole and pushed inside.
Orlando gasped and cried out when he felt someone enter him. It hurt, the incessant pushing burned him deep inside yet something about it was calming to him. He heard voices and he tried hard to focus on what they were saying but they seemed so far away.
Sean stopped yelling at Viggo when Orli stopped struggling and though there were still tears he was no longer sobbing. He watched as Orli tired to battle his way back to them as Viggo whispered over and over again that he was safe now. He gasped when he felt Viggo’s hands pull him flush with Orli’s body causing his erection to flatten and press against the boys thigh. “Put your hands on him Sean, make him feel safe,” Viggo urged. He couldn’t hide his smiled when Sean did just that.
Something inside Orli released and he realized he was safe. Letting his defenses down he gasped when he realized Viggo was inside him and Sean plastered against him. “Uh.”
“Safe,” Viggo smiled. “You’re safe now angel.”
He smiled and pulled Sean into a hug resting his head on his arm, “Safe.”
Sean looked at him, stunned, “You feel safe with us like this? I mean with me here?”
Viggo chuckled and kissed Orli’s shoulder. Orlando smiled and kissed Sean softly. “Would you hurt me?”
“Of course not!”
“Then why wouldn’t I?” He got no answer, “because you’re pressed against me, naked and needy?” Sean blushed forty shades of red. “Maybe my mother was right. Maybe there is something wrong with me because I have never felt so right, so safe and so loved then when I’m with the two of you.”
Sean’s eyes shot to Viggo’s searching for anything, hate, jealousy, rage but what he found was love and acceptance. “You are alright with this?” he asked nervously.
“I invited you here didn’t I?” he asked with a smile. “I feel the same way Orli does Sean. I love both of you and as wrong as that may sound it’s how I feel.”
“No,” Sean shook his head and rolled away from them, sitting on the side of the bed. “I, I’m not good at this. I can’t, I will fuck it up,” he babbled as he ran his hands through his hair. “I’m not even gay,” he said absently earning two roaring laughs from behind him. Turning he asked, “what?”
“So that was your ‘not gay’ hard-on pressed against me?” Orli asked, trying to hide his nervousness about Sean bolting. Reaching his shaky hand out he took Sean’s, “Hey, I wasn’t gay until I met the two of you either and now,” he pushed back carefully causing both he and Viggo to moan, “I have a lover inside me and another I’m trying to convince to be.” He tugged on the hand until Sean relented and lay down beside him again. Careful not to dislodge Viggo he nestled against Sean, laying his head on his chest, “safe now,” he smiled as exhaustion took his body.
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Date: 2006-03-17 03:59 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-03-30 01:12 am (UTC)I love this story so much. Sean and his denial, that was so cute.
I'm not even gay, lol.
Viggo knew what he was doing, he's so smart.
loves and hugs.