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Title: A LETTER TO VIGGO
Author: obvmluver
Characters: OB/VM
Rating: R or PG-13, I'm not really sure.
Summary: Orlando thinks about the past.
Warnings: Angst
Disclaimer: Not true. Never happened.
Author's notes: This just came to in the middle of the night. I got the idea from song called Shamandalie from Sonata Arctica. All mistakes made in this are solely mine.

Dear Vig, 2/22/2006

I am watching the Moon. It shines right into my hotel room. And...as I look at it I remember all those times we spent outside just watching the beautiful Moon rise from behind the mountains. Back in New Zealand I felt like we lived for those moments at least for a moment if nothing more.

This is really hard... you know...writing this letter. But I find it the only way to even have chances to get to you. I have tried to call over these years but you've never picked up.

I broke the friendship, I know that. And I am sorry, truly sorry. I wish we'd someday be friends again...if nothing else...

But...I need to confess something. I am dying, fading away...slowly...day by day...just because I made the mistake and fell in love...I just...God, this is hard.

I remember the day, vividly I might add, when I screwed up my courage and told you about my feelings.
I guess sometimes people manage to break that something they've thought to be unbreakable...

As I look at the Moon...I finally realize the size of the mistake I made. I am sorry for acting upon my feelings. I broke what we had.

And the rejection...
Gosh, did it hurt! It was almost too hard to understand...But I was a naive kid and couldn't fathom the reason.

Sometimes I stop and just think about you, and the success you've bathed in. I've never forgotten those things that made you...The lines around your eyes, the scar on your lip...

The reason why I have written this letter is that I try to get over things. Believe me I've tried. I've tried really hard but a letter is the last straw I have. I'm not going to lie to you and say I don't feel a thing at this moment. In all actuality I hurt. I really hurt.

It is immature but I never considered that you'd only want my friendship. Blinded by my overwhelming feelings as I was. Stupid, I know. And I should have seen that our bond would eventually break...

And... Now I have made a decision about my life and remembering all the good friends and familymembers from the past makes me cry. It is perfectly clear for me that I'm leaving...Oh, well...

Our bond got broken...
I haven't had anyone in my life, I can tell you that. I don't want just anybody.

Can you ever forgive me?

Love took its toll on me that one day...back in old times...

Yours sincerely, Orli

So, what do you think? Should I write another letter that is appointed to Orlando from Viggo? Or should I write a longer thingy starting with the letters? Just throw me feedback.