Darkness Of The Mind Series 4/?
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vigorliDarkness of the mind Series Part 4 : Awakenings
By: Naurel Greenleaf
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Orli is betrayed by a friend and his life is changed for ever. Will Viggo be able to help bring him back from the brink of self-destruction?
Paring: Orli/Viggo
Warnings: SLASH RAPE!! Loads of violence in the people. This fic is RPS! In no way is this fiction based on truth! It is made up ..un real.. did NOT happen!
Special thanks to my wonderful beta zebraljb! I couldn’t live with out her!
Feedback: Please! I live for feedback with out it I shall perish in the depths of Moria
Disclaimer: I do not own the charters nor the people who portray them ~only if I did own Orlando Bloom and Viggo Mortensen or even Legolas and Aragorn… ~ They belong respectively to themselves and J.R.R. Tolkien. The story line however is my own.
Archiving: If you have a fic site and want it.. take it just tell me where it is going.
Awakenings
Everyone was ushered out of the room when the doctor arrived. They all paced the floor waiting to hear if Orli was really waking up; wondering if he was going to be ok. After what seemed like hours but was truly only 45 agonizing minuets Dr. Wesley emerged from the room with a smile. “Orlando is awake. He’s weak and his motor functions have been affected a great deal; I don’t know if that is from brain damage or the fact that he’s just woke from a coma, that will only be told by time.”
“Can we see him?” Elijah asked.
“Two at a time and only for a short visit each. He’s still very weak.”
Elijah and Billy were the first two to go in. When they came out Sean A. and Hugo went in, all taking turns. Linda and Emily went in next to last. Wasting no time Emily hopped up on the bed and kissed Orli’s cheek. Tears streamed from his eyes; tears of happiness that she was there and sorrow that she had to see him like this. “Wh...” he tried to clear his throat, it was raspy and raw. “What are you doing here?” he smiled.
“I missed you!”
Linda stepped to the other side of the bed and took Orli’s hand, “We heard that you had been injured and we were worried. We didn’t know how bad your injuries were until your friend Sean came to the house. He was afraid you wouldn’t wake up and he thought maybe Emily may be of some help; at least to your friends.” She smiled through her tears, “How are you feeling? Are you in a lot of pain?”
“A bit,” he smiled.
Emily gently tapped him on the shoulder, “I told them you would be ok” He smiled at her. “I told them that angels didn’t die.” Lying on top of him she hugged him tightly. He winced at the pain that shot through his side and chest.
Linda noticed the pain and fatigue in his face and pulled Emily up. “We need to let Orli rest, sweetie.”
“I don’t wanna go, mommy!” she protested. Orli smiled.
“I know but I promise we will come back soon. There are other people who want to see Orli before he is to tired to talk anymore.”
Sighing in defeat she smiled up at Orli, “Love you angel!”
“Love you hobbit.”
Emily giggled and ran out of the room. Linda kissed Orli’s cheek, “If you need anything, please don’t hesitate to call.” He nodded his head and she left the room.
A moment passed before Sean Bean walked in smiling from ear to ear. “Punk! You scared the hell out of me.”
Orli laughed, “You were getting a little too laid back, I figured a coma would put you on your toes again.”
They shared a silent laugh and a look of sorrow crossed Sean’s face, “Orli, I’m sorry that…”
“Don’t, please, don’t.” Tears welled up in his dark eyes and he looked like a frightened child. Sean took his hand causing Orli too look at him. The pain Orli saw in his eyes was all he needed to know; Sean was really hurting for him. Tightening his grip, “Thanks.”
Sean was confused, “For what?”
“For being here, for taking care of Viggo when he couldn’t take care of himself and most of all for everything you’ve done for me since I’ve been here.” Noting the confused look hadn’t left he smiled, “I could hear everyone. It was like I could hear you and I was fighting to make my body respond but it wouldn’t.”
Sean’s head snapped up. Not knowing that Orli was in love with Viggo before any of this happened, he panicked. If he could hear everything then he heard Viggo muttering about how much he loved him. Could Orli handle that after the rape or would it push him over the edge. Orli noticed how distressed Sean was, “What’s wrong?”
“I... um, you heard everything?”
“Yes, I think so. Why?”
“Orli, there is something I need to know before I leave.” Orli looked at him with bated anticipation. “Are you ok with Viggo being here? I mean if you heard what he said about loving you I,” he paused, “I don’t want you to feel uncomfortable.”
Orli laughed himself into a coughing fit and laughed even harder at Sean’s concerned look. Finally calming himself enough to speak he smiled, “I am ok with how he feels. I’ve been in love with Viggo for a long time.” His face saddened, “It’s just sad that he picks now to want to love me when I’m not loveable.”
“Not loveable?”
Orli curled onto his side, tears streamed from his eyes, “I’m used now. I’m no good to anyone anymore. No one could possibly want me ever again,” he whispered as his body trembled.
Anger raged through Sean at the thought of those bastards destroying such a loving, caring, beautiful person like Orli. How could they take such a bright, innocent creature and break it like a worthless toy? Unable to speak for fear of the anger showing in his voice he gently mussed Orli’s hair and left the room. Once outside the door he took Viggo roughly by the arms and forced him into a nearby empty room slamming him hard against the wall. In Viggo’s drug dazed stupor he didn’t have time to react before Sean started growling at him. “Do you love him Viggo?” Silence. He shook Vig violently, “Do you love him?”
Tears fell from his eyes; he didn’t understand Sean’s actions. “Yes, I love him.”
Sean’s mood and grip lightened, “Good. What ever you do Viggo; please make him know how much you love him. I know the doctor said not to push him but I’m telling you, if you ever hope to have him in your life, force him to confront how you feel, how much you want him or he will lock himself away and you’ll never reach him again.”
“I understand,” and oddly enough he really did.
Sean let go of his friend and started to walk away. He turned, almost as if he had an after thought but the look in his eyes would have put the most intense Boromir to shame, “If you hurt him, I’ll break your neck.”
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Viggo quietly slipped into the room and took his position beside of Orli’s bed. He looked so peaceful in his sleep, no doubt worn out from seeing all his friends. He smiled to himself at how beautiful Orli was and wondered why he ever doubted that loving him was the right thing to do.
“What are you thinking?” a soft voice rasped.
Viggo smiled as he looked into those deep brown eyes. “About you,” he smiled. Softly caressing the side of Orli’s face, the bruising barely visible any more, “I was thinking about how much I love you and how stupid I was for not telling you sooner.” Orli started to speak but Viggo stopped him by placing a finger on his lips. “I love you Orlando with all of my heart. I’m so sorry that I didn’t admit it right away but I was so afraid that you would decide you didn’t really want to be with me.”
Orli removed Vig’s finger, “I know. I could hear everything you said to me, to Ian. It wasn’t your fault Viggo, you would have only been hurt if you had been there and I couldn’t have lived with that.” Tears filled his eyes once more, “I’m just sorry that I will never get to know your love.”
“Why won’t you?” Orli tried to turn away but Viggo sat on the side of the bed and forced him back, “Why won’t you, Orlando?”
He tired to answer Viggo but the only thing that came out was a choked sob. Tears flowed from his eyes like a raging river as his body convulsed with sobs he could not control. He felt his upper body being lifted from the bed then Viggo’s strong arms engulf him; God how long he’d waited, wanted this. He didn’t know how long he had cried before Viggo’s soft words and gentle touch soothed him but he knew he was so tired. Viggo laid him back against the pillows and wiped his wet face with tissues. “I love you, Viggo.”
Vig smiled, “I love you too. You need to rest.”
When he tried to get off the bed Orli grabbed his arm. “Please don’t go,” he pleaded not caring how desperate he sounded. He needed Viggo’s love, his protection.
“I’m not leaving. I’m going to be right here,” he pointed to the chair he’d called home since Orli got hurt.
“No,” he shook his head. “Here,” he said pointing to the part of the bed next to him.
“Are…are you sure? It’s an awful small bed and I’d be really close.” He didn’t want to make him uncomfortable.
“I want you close,” he whispered.
Viggo smiled and walked to the other side of the bed. Turning Orli back on to his side he climbed in behind him. He heard him gasp and felt his body stiffen for a moment but then he relaxed as Vig wrapped his arm around him and kissed his head, “Sleep.”
That was all the encouragement Orli needed as he nestled against Viggo and fell in to a peaceful sleep.
By: Naurel Greenleaf
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Orli is betrayed by a friend and his life is changed for ever. Will Viggo be able to help bring him back from the brink of self-destruction?
Paring: Orli/Viggo
Warnings: SLASH RAPE!! Loads of violence in the people. This fic is RPS! In no way is this fiction based on truth! It is made up ..un real.. did NOT happen!
Special thanks to my wonderful beta zebraljb! I couldn’t live with out her!
Feedback: Please! I live for feedback with out it I shall perish in the depths of Moria
Disclaimer: I do not own the charters nor the people who portray them ~only if I did own Orlando Bloom and Viggo Mortensen or even Legolas and Aragorn… ~ They belong respectively to themselves and J.R.R. Tolkien. The story line however is my own.
Archiving: If you have a fic site and want it.. take it just tell me where it is going.
Awakenings
Everyone was ushered out of the room when the doctor arrived. They all paced the floor waiting to hear if Orli was really waking up; wondering if he was going to be ok. After what seemed like hours but was truly only 45 agonizing minuets Dr. Wesley emerged from the room with a smile. “Orlando is awake. He’s weak and his motor functions have been affected a great deal; I don’t know if that is from brain damage or the fact that he’s just woke from a coma, that will only be told by time.”
“Can we see him?” Elijah asked.
“Two at a time and only for a short visit each. He’s still very weak.”
Elijah and Billy were the first two to go in. When they came out Sean A. and Hugo went in, all taking turns. Linda and Emily went in next to last. Wasting no time Emily hopped up on the bed and kissed Orli’s cheek. Tears streamed from his eyes; tears of happiness that she was there and sorrow that she had to see him like this. “Wh...” he tried to clear his throat, it was raspy and raw. “What are you doing here?” he smiled.
“I missed you!”
Linda stepped to the other side of the bed and took Orli’s hand, “We heard that you had been injured and we were worried. We didn’t know how bad your injuries were until your friend Sean came to the house. He was afraid you wouldn’t wake up and he thought maybe Emily may be of some help; at least to your friends.” She smiled through her tears, “How are you feeling? Are you in a lot of pain?”
“A bit,” he smiled.
Emily gently tapped him on the shoulder, “I told them you would be ok” He smiled at her. “I told them that angels didn’t die.” Lying on top of him she hugged him tightly. He winced at the pain that shot through his side and chest.
Linda noticed the pain and fatigue in his face and pulled Emily up. “We need to let Orli rest, sweetie.”
“I don’t wanna go, mommy!” she protested. Orli smiled.
“I know but I promise we will come back soon. There are other people who want to see Orli before he is to tired to talk anymore.”
Sighing in defeat she smiled up at Orli, “Love you angel!”
“Love you hobbit.”
Emily giggled and ran out of the room. Linda kissed Orli’s cheek, “If you need anything, please don’t hesitate to call.” He nodded his head and she left the room.
A moment passed before Sean Bean walked in smiling from ear to ear. “Punk! You scared the hell out of me.”
Orli laughed, “You were getting a little too laid back, I figured a coma would put you on your toes again.”
They shared a silent laugh and a look of sorrow crossed Sean’s face, “Orli, I’m sorry that…”
“Don’t, please, don’t.” Tears welled up in his dark eyes and he looked like a frightened child. Sean took his hand causing Orli too look at him. The pain Orli saw in his eyes was all he needed to know; Sean was really hurting for him. Tightening his grip, “Thanks.”
Sean was confused, “For what?”
“For being here, for taking care of Viggo when he couldn’t take care of himself and most of all for everything you’ve done for me since I’ve been here.” Noting the confused look hadn’t left he smiled, “I could hear everyone. It was like I could hear you and I was fighting to make my body respond but it wouldn’t.”
Sean’s head snapped up. Not knowing that Orli was in love with Viggo before any of this happened, he panicked. If he could hear everything then he heard Viggo muttering about how much he loved him. Could Orli handle that after the rape or would it push him over the edge. Orli noticed how distressed Sean was, “What’s wrong?”
“I... um, you heard everything?”
“Yes, I think so. Why?”
“Orli, there is something I need to know before I leave.” Orli looked at him with bated anticipation. “Are you ok with Viggo being here? I mean if you heard what he said about loving you I,” he paused, “I don’t want you to feel uncomfortable.”
Orli laughed himself into a coughing fit and laughed even harder at Sean’s concerned look. Finally calming himself enough to speak he smiled, “I am ok with how he feels. I’ve been in love with Viggo for a long time.” His face saddened, “It’s just sad that he picks now to want to love me when I’m not loveable.”
“Not loveable?”
Orli curled onto his side, tears streamed from his eyes, “I’m used now. I’m no good to anyone anymore. No one could possibly want me ever again,” he whispered as his body trembled.
Anger raged through Sean at the thought of those bastards destroying such a loving, caring, beautiful person like Orli. How could they take such a bright, innocent creature and break it like a worthless toy? Unable to speak for fear of the anger showing in his voice he gently mussed Orli’s hair and left the room. Once outside the door he took Viggo roughly by the arms and forced him into a nearby empty room slamming him hard against the wall. In Viggo’s drug dazed stupor he didn’t have time to react before Sean started growling at him. “Do you love him Viggo?” Silence. He shook Vig violently, “Do you love him?”
Tears fell from his eyes; he didn’t understand Sean’s actions. “Yes, I love him.”
Sean’s mood and grip lightened, “Good. What ever you do Viggo; please make him know how much you love him. I know the doctor said not to push him but I’m telling you, if you ever hope to have him in your life, force him to confront how you feel, how much you want him or he will lock himself away and you’ll never reach him again.”
“I understand,” and oddly enough he really did.
Sean let go of his friend and started to walk away. He turned, almost as if he had an after thought but the look in his eyes would have put the most intense Boromir to shame, “If you hurt him, I’ll break your neck.”
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Viggo quietly slipped into the room and took his position beside of Orli’s bed. He looked so peaceful in his sleep, no doubt worn out from seeing all his friends. He smiled to himself at how beautiful Orli was and wondered why he ever doubted that loving him was the right thing to do.
“What are you thinking?” a soft voice rasped.
Viggo smiled as he looked into those deep brown eyes. “About you,” he smiled. Softly caressing the side of Orli’s face, the bruising barely visible any more, “I was thinking about how much I love you and how stupid I was for not telling you sooner.” Orli started to speak but Viggo stopped him by placing a finger on his lips. “I love you Orlando with all of my heart. I’m so sorry that I didn’t admit it right away but I was so afraid that you would decide you didn’t really want to be with me.”
Orli removed Vig’s finger, “I know. I could hear everything you said to me, to Ian. It wasn’t your fault Viggo, you would have only been hurt if you had been there and I couldn’t have lived with that.” Tears filled his eyes once more, “I’m just sorry that I will never get to know your love.”
“Why won’t you?” Orli tried to turn away but Viggo sat on the side of the bed and forced him back, “Why won’t you, Orlando?”
He tired to answer Viggo but the only thing that came out was a choked sob. Tears flowed from his eyes like a raging river as his body convulsed with sobs he could not control. He felt his upper body being lifted from the bed then Viggo’s strong arms engulf him; God how long he’d waited, wanted this. He didn’t know how long he had cried before Viggo’s soft words and gentle touch soothed him but he knew he was so tired. Viggo laid him back against the pillows and wiped his wet face with tissues. “I love you, Viggo.”
Vig smiled, “I love you too. You need to rest.”
When he tried to get off the bed Orli grabbed his arm. “Please don’t go,” he pleaded not caring how desperate he sounded. He needed Viggo’s love, his protection.
“I’m not leaving. I’m going to be right here,” he pointed to the chair he’d called home since Orli got hurt.
“No,” he shook his head. “Here,” he said pointing to the part of the bed next to him.
“Are…are you sure? It’s an awful small bed and I’d be really close.” He didn’t want to make him uncomfortable.
“I want you close,” he whispered.
Viggo smiled and walked to the other side of the bed. Turning Orli back on to his side he climbed in behind him. He heard him gasp and felt his body stiffen for a moment but then he relaxed as Vig wrapped his arm around him and kissed his head, “Sleep.”
That was all the encouragement Orli needed as he nestled against Viggo and fell in to a peaceful sleep.
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