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I hope this is allowed. If it's not, feel free to delete it. I'm looking for a Viggo/ Orlando fic. I can't remember the title or the author, but I believe it was a oneshot. It took place during Christmas & it starts with Orlando at a tropical location. He's depressed & reminiscing about happier times- I believe he hasn't been able to get a hold of anyone from Lord of the Rings, but I could be wrong. He encounters a little boy (who turns out to be a ghost) on the beach, & in the final scene, it has Orlando getting drunk on the beach, then walking into the sea, trying to commit suicide, but then Viggo shows up & saves him. I hope someone know which fic I'm talking about. Thanks.